My thought in cage, I tried to crawl up

am i guilty?

is it my fault that i let my true feelings out...? is it all my fault that i made someone feel miserable due to my feelings, even though it's indirect?

i wish i could let this feeling go since thinking about it would make me feel pain...i guess it's difficult to do so...

i don't want to feel guilty when i say my true feelings here. i want to promise myself to not overthink this and be free. the bitter month of august is slowly fading so i want to spend the rest of the year focusing on things that matter to me and the friends i made along.

everyone, i will try my best to not think about the past and future... instead, i will think about my present with the people that care about me.